10:42 AM
rolling in wooden wheels
hidden beyond the grasp of human eyes
what have i done...
what have i do wrong...
Time watches as the plot unfolds.
for only time can hold the plot unseen
Save me from this despair i feel
i'm losing a friend held dear.
Beyond my grasp it's slipping by.
the wooden wheels has killed my life
what trickery have i stumbled upon
what dark wrath thrown upon me.
kill me or soon be killed
the wooden wheels by which i roll
my plot unclear,
my life unseen
i came around to times unclear
i see the light
creeping through the wood
behind closed doors i hide and seek
prying upon the enemies realms
for time of silence
is my victory won.
my wooden horse by which i sleep
the wooden horse which brings me near.
where have my wooden horse gone
for now my life is to be told
not by me but my fellow mate
my name whispers in the everlasting winds
of how i whimper at piercing swords
now my time has come
where i lay down my life to be
just as i am, right here right now
lying on the ground before 2 planks
I've come to see it's not my life
but it's all for the blood on this planks
by which i've found my reason to live
the reason beyond the worlds desires
the reason to lay my life into thy hands
the reason for the blood on the planks
for this planks form the 't'
The 't' by which i lead my life
that love shouldn't only flow amongst those on earth
but also flows from the heavenly realms
the veritical love and horizontal love
for love that goes horizontal always goes round and is only a 1 way trip
but love that goes up always comes down and is a 2 way trip
getting u twice the mileage in just one journey. =)
so love vertically get ur extra mileage and then
make ur 1 way trip around the world
=)LOVE IS ALL AROUND. =D
written, poetic_tragedy
9:34 AM
here i am again.
not to update u but to bitch
sometime i just can't take life at home
shit man
today i jsut fucking stepped in
the bloody door and i get bullshit
form that very moment
like WHAT THE HELL!!!
I've got enough shit by myself
stop putting more shit onto me
so what if u married a man who's a bum.
so what!
don't go around and say u're the top
like com'on la ok. get a grip already
u're fucking controlling us to our death!
it's like a blood prison here.
a safe house for us to see comfort in has
become a warzone of despair.
i give u
i raise my white flag
i put down my hope
for i no longer see anything else
u ask me to support myself
so i will do.
save me from the grips of this world
save me from the grip of this house
i can no longer breath
what more live in it
O god when will my time be up
i know my deal is not up yet
i know i still have people around me whom
i still have to be here for
but how long more do i have to put up with this?
FREE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA RUN AND NEVER STOP!!!
not for anyone..
i will stop for no one.
why did u ever give me such a big heart,
why?!
i feel the weight of the world
i feel the weight only a spec to what u carried
but how did u ever do it.
how could u have every went through such thing.
Forgive for speaking of such blasphemous thing.
but it's what i feel now. and i am speaking my heart.
so forgive me.
i can no longer hold on.
i wanna leave everything
run away for awhile
and when i am ok
see if i need to return
when i hear u my world crumbles
written, poetic_tragedy